i looked at you for a year
i struggled n fell over n over
picking myself up n facing it
all jus cauz i needed u
by my side u finally stood
smiling with triump, gladness n joy
but u turned to mi wif a face,dim n dark
u told mii u're going,u nv said why
left behind,bent n broken
shattered to pieces,alone n forgotten
lost n pain,engulved my confusion
stuck in my mind,the memories of our days
words i scribbled, pictures i drew
yet none experessed the feeling i knew
lookin at u,i turn my head
pierced each time, im falling dead
tears flooded the nile, blood stained it red
i parted the sea, to walk on it's bed
there i saw an image of u
n too i realised, it's an idealisation of u
brittle n weak,the pieces i picked
i held them together till my hands bled
u saw my state,yet u turned yur head,
walked away,another had came
walking on eggshells, left traces of blood
but i moved on, jus to c u go on
i looked in yur eyes,agony i saw
but frozen they were,cold as ice
september 28th, 2006
the day we came together
the day when heaven lived
alas the light faded,gone n black
22nd march, 2007
without a word,without a trace
gone n alone,but the devil i met
walked tru hell n back to earth
soul all burnt, char frm the flames
an eternal hurt, i could never forget
the girl i loved so,i had never regret..
私の最後さようなら
私は愛する
私は決して愛することを後悔しない
さようなら、永久に
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