sometimes..i wonder to myself..why things r like dis..y cant we act normally?
i wonder y u nv showed dat u care even though u said u do..
i wonder y u nv reli bothered much about how i felt..
i wonder y u always giv mii a thousand different excuses..
i wonder y,i had nv been able to forget u..
i reli jus dunno wad to say anymore..no idea wad to do..jus a blank in my mind..only thing i can think of,is u..n y all dat is happening..i cant concentrate on anything im doing..n jus feel so frustrated..everything's in a mess..my mind's a whirl..
fuck it..
n thx lynn..for listening to all my crap jus now..sry to hav disturbed u..
either way,i still wun wanna giv u up..i dunno y either,so dun ask..
love u loads <3
love me
cauz i nv stopped loving u
n cauz i dun wan u,
dats y i need u..
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