lots of things happened over e time..quarrelled wif her ofter over minor things,but still, we're fine.. n if u're reading dis,sry dear.. =(
but e thing dat always goes through my mind..is e time,wen my fnd asked mi dis : does she call u in e middle of e day,jus to say i love u,or in e middle of e night,jus to say i miss u? i nv knew how to answer him..n like..crap,i dun even noe if it will happen..
although we sound fine,talk well n click off well too..but reli,i jus dun feel much frm her..dun understand y..issit jus mii,or issit her?
sch work is killing mii already..family jus adds another few daggers through my heart..n instead of removing dem for mii,she jus adds a sword right through mii too.. =(
sometimes,i reli jus dun understand y things hav to b dis way..hate it loads..but still,i jus dun wanna let her go,despite e way things r..
sigh..someone,pls tell mii if i should jus accept my life e way it is n jus resign to fate? or should i try once more,to change everything,to make it e way i wan?
but yet considering all e facts before doing anything - jus as long as i wun lose her... jus wad should i do??
stuck n confused. -
love u still <3
1 more week,to 5 mths
luvz
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